The Job Affair

Well, who can resist someone who is always there for you whenever you need him or even if you do not need him. This blog is dedicated to that special someone who is kind of becoming my everything (though I honestly do not want him to be my everything).

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2006 December:
Despite my father's warnings about the idea of meeting him and living in Chennai, I am in Chennai to meet him for my financial needs as I always stood up firm in my beliefs though few gave few biggg learnings and experiences...
Our first meeting was a 😍 moment for me. 😊😊
He accepted my profile easily and I was trying to settle in with him too. I didn't have any other better choice during that time.

2007 May:

Initial few months, I was totally clueless on how to go about him. Though I was so wanting to have a hold of him and go high, he was somehow un-understandable. I did not have much people who can help me with ideas, tricks, etc. to sort this issue out. It was becoming dreary on me. Yet, I am not someone who quit easily. 💪

2008 January:
There were times, when I wanted to go out of his sight and just vanish into some natural breeze forever. 😔 I even started to think of marrying someone of human nature so that I could get away from him forever to live in what I thought as an eternal happy place.

2008 June:
I was getting so frustrated and even more desperate to give my every bit of soul to him. I started spending hours and hours of time in the day and even more at the night to be with him, understand him and everything. 😕

2010 April:

And yeah, finally after years of my non-stop pursuing, he started to recognize me and acknowledge me. He started coming up to me in different forms which I embraced with all open arms. 😀😁 We were getting into excited mode from a challenging mode; I was enjoying every bit of the time we spent together. 😊

2011 January:

I started to pick up the nuances of loving him or making him love me. I do not even realize who proposed first.💕💕

But it seemed to be an unending journey that kept unfolding with every step we took together further.😂

2019 December:

To think of all these years, I realise that he loves me more than I love him, for he finds me very sincere towards him. In fact, I doubt if I even love him one bit - except for what I receive through him. There have been times when I had to face his never ending demands that drain me out and has started to get on my nerves at times!!

By now, I could not think of any other better option as a resort as I had tried every possible option available for me and was left to find my way back to this guy who was always waiting for me - whether I want or not. Irony of life!!

Atlast, at every single dejection I have faced, I find himself waiting for me with wide open arms to hug me tight, that sweet smile that just melts your heart at an instant, the eyes that just captivate yours and hold the gaze for long hours with no/ very less blinks in between and the way he consumes me makes me forget the entire world outside of us/ our relationship. 😊😊 He has helped me gain respect in the society and go after my dreams. He is now successful in getting me hooked onto him!

Afterall, isn't this what women mostly look for in a relationship??

I feel blessed to have him by my side. 👼

For without him, I might have gotten lost in this world.

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P.S.:
==> The invisible lover is my job which becomes a saviour during heartaches, provides a place to socialise when I feel gloomy, becomes my dad in terms of providing $$, becomes my mother by providing some kind of warmth when I embrace it, etc.

==> I am a hard working, sincere and workaholic IT professional, by the way.